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April

April has brought me rain showers, life, and growing pains. Crying and confusion grow constantly. I thought the month of may was my hardest one. But April you’re a bitch. I’m a bitch. To hurt the one you love is like killing yourself. I feel selfish and terrible. I love you with all of my cold heart Kane. And I’m sorry I killed our relationship. Heartbroken or heartbreaker. I am both. Your are strong and magnificent and I mean everything I’ve ever said or done for you. I hope I can get us through this. Friends or together. I hope you’re right when you say we are strong enough. I hope we are. But for now this pain has ruined everything for the both of us. You’re my little light for a reason I don’t know why I turned you off. I can’t see anything. I can’t feel anything. I’m lost.

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Love

The beautiful thing about it, is always having butterflies.

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emptyswings:

ssweaterweather:

have you ever had a friend who is literally like your soul mate but like in a friendship way like you are so compatible and perfect for each other

Taylarrr. i needa see my soulmate girl.

So many people i’ve gotten close to this summer that i desperately want to see. NEED to see. I now live for the weekends. The weekends are like my escape.

I need you gurl, I’ll come see you this sunday. promise.

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Love hurts.

I haven’t felt this way since May.

I’ve had some beautiful days with you and most days I don’t know what to say.

I haven’t written this way since the month of May.

lost again in a young love. foggy eyed, blurry because everything between the two bodies is perfect. I don’t want it to ever end. a pink velvet warmness coats a once scared heart. I am scared again. I am torn in two. but for who? I love you my sweet little light. I am torn in two, broken hearted because I have two different kinds of love that are in two different places. I have my full, loving, devoted, and affectionate heart here with you my light. I have my families heart in another state. either way I’m hurting. both ways I’m broken. I’m scared. I’m lost. I’m in love.

If only my dad knew what I’m feeling like. If only he knew I was venting on a social media site. only kane knows. he saved me. In a part of me I am so lost, so dark. Everyday contemplate as if i want it to be my last. I want my dad to know that I am truly trying. but I’m struggling with myself. I know everyone does. I shouldn’t be complaining. Im just lost. I’m too big of a pussy to actually do anything to myself. I wish some one else could do it for me.

I normally don’t like to rant in places like this. but my heart hurts. and I don’t know what to do.

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i just want to be pretty. everyday.

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flytosiberia:

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baby we should get one. it would be like kira

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I have reblogged this before but I feel like it’s necessary to reblog it again because it’s just too perfect and dreamy not to.

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myedol:

Cinemagraphs by Jamie Beck & Kevin Burg

By now, as tumblr users, we are fully aware of Cinemagraphs. It was interesting for me to watch this new form of GIF’s emerge from tumblr and it was one of the first great things I discovered when I joined just over a year ago. I passionately hate GIFs, and these simplistic subtle animations gave me hope for what I considered to be the scourge of tumblr. To show my appreciation I thought I’d pick a few of my favourites that were made by the original creators of the cinemagraph, Jamie Beck & Kevin Burg.

Artists: | Tumblr | Tumblr | Twitter | Twitter |

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