April
April has brought me rain showers, life, and growing pains. Crying and confusion grow constantly. I thought the month of may was my hardest one. But April you’re a bitch. I’m a bitch. To hurt the one you love is like killing yourself. I feel selfish and terrible. I love you with all of my cold heart Kane. And I’m sorry I killed our relationship. Heartbroken or heartbreaker. I am both. Your are strong and magnificent and I mean everything I’ve ever said or done for you. I hope I can get us through this. Friends or together. I hope you’re right when you say we are strong enough. I hope we are. But for now this pain has ruined everything for the both of us. You’re my little light for a reason I don’t know why I turned you off. I can’t see anything. I can’t feel anything. I’m lost.




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